I’m starting to feel better. Ratch may be no longer my son, but he still loves me as a second mom, and he loves my family too… so it’s like if in a way he’s still my son. I love him so sooo much!

Things are going better with Knightmare too, and I think she only needs some time to get over what happened. She’s my non-official daughter now; hubby and I were forced to change her status to that, but she’s still our daughter. That way, though, we’d be able to be her family without involving others in the family who despise her for their own reasons. But Knighty’s my daughter and nothing’s gonna take her away from me.

I’m helping Longreen and Naral choosing some babyshower favors for their little Laira‘s baby shower, that will take place next month. I need to thank my son Thesh for suggesting BellissimoFavors and all its wonderful cakes and candy bags and cute items. Thanks sweetie! Naral came over today for this and because she wanted to meet my new son, Auto. Tonight I’ll be back to Auto’s Universe though, so that he can be back to his own world. I’m not sure he wants to come live with me and the family, but I’m just so happy that’s he’s my son now, officially.

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It’s been both a good and a bad time of late… One of my kids, Ratch, got his birth parents back to claim him as their son, and he accepted to go with them… so he’s no longer my son. All that links us is our hearts, our love for each other and for the family, but yes.. after two years, this is how it ends up. *sighs deeply* The danger of adoption, I’d say. Now I just SO feel every other adoptive parent who has lost their child because birth parents claimed him/her back. It hurts so much…

More stuff happened then, with my daughter Ren Jazz, now called Knightmare… It’s a long story, I’m still suffering from it, and it’s really sad… That’s also why hubby and I have delayed Auto’s adoption to tomorrow. Auto is a sweet robot, and a sweet son already. I love him a lot, and I hope he can forgive me because of this, but I’m really really sad to a point that I’m about to loose my trust in everything and everyone. I’m so depressed… And what’s worse, is that many of the family are depressed too, especially Sides, Longreen and little Scarlette. It hurts to see them so sad, and I know it’s partly my fault.. *sighs* I’m not so much of a good mom at times… I know I’m just a human being, and failing as every human beings, but it still hurts…

I’ve been browsing health blogs to suggest to little Ratchet Allen of Robocity of late too, and I found one about plastic surgery articles. LOL. It lists a lot of stuff, including rhinoplasty and breast augmentation. I hope he will be happy with it. More materials for his health blog, heh. At least it helped me get my mind off everything… Tomorrow I’ll be in Auto’s Universe once again, and hopefully we’ll get him home.

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It seems like Longreen‘s girlfriend – Naral – and her parents want to set up the baby shower already, even though they agreed on having it when Laira will be 2 months old. Anyway, they put a lot of nice items in the baby wishlist, including a nap mat, a laundry bag and a towel wrap. Hehe, I was the one to suggest Posylane as a shop to buy from, and I’m glad they accepted and put those items in the baby wishlist. I hope we of the family will be able to grant most of the listed items at the baby shower. With dad’s help maybe.

So yeah, I guess it’s time for some news and THEN for my birthday tale. Hehe. On July 15th hubby and I adopted Max, the robot-pilot from planet Phaelon. The city leader was okay with it, long as he found a way to minimize the space his starship occupied. Doc thought of fixing that, and so now Max is our son! Welcome home, sweetheart! Also, it was Atlas‘ birthday on the 16th, and Red Alert‘s birthday today. Happy belated and happy birthday, babies!

Now, about my birthday. It was on June 17th, and I turned 24 years old. Still pretty young, ain’t I? Ahah x3 Dad Optimus brought us some delicious sweet sweet and some birthday roses for me in the morning, after my husband had filled me with Perugina chocolates already for an early romantic breakfast. *_* And then later… hubby went downstairs to answer to the bell because it was the postman.. and he came up with the most wonderful bouquet of red roses I’ve ever seen! OMG how romantic!!! x3 Then my kids prepared a delicious lunch, and I spent the time cuddling them all, and also my grandaughter Melody, who was always on my lap on that day, and I spoon-fed her too. Aww. :3 As for the presents… Nixon and Jazz bought mom two of Hello Kitty tops (aww! x3), Sonny baked a chocolate cake just for his mama :3, and Scarlette together with Smokey, Asha, Dukat and Thesh bought me a new make-up trousse. OMG! x3 The other kids bought me a super expensive necklace! O.O How sweet can they be?! I’m such a lucky mom. *sniff* Love ya babies!! Then we had music and singing – as usual x3 – and Jazz and Sunny sang for us while hubby and I danced. *_* Awww!

So yeah, that’s all about it. I hope you’ll enjoy reading. Take care sweeties.

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